i am mad at him because he made plans with me but didnt really follow through. and even more awkward because he made it awkward between his girlfriend and me.

then the entire night was literally forced and awkward. like i didnt feel welcomed by him. no intereaction between us.

i think i decided to be mad

how long did that take?

almost 10 weeks.

i think that ive almost recovered.

i heard that you were going to graduate next fall.

and i remember you telling me youll live until you graduate.











why does it suddenly feel like
you are physically removed from this planet?

and why is my heart sinking so much again.